Showing posts with label 35mm. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 35mm. Show all posts

the skies will know

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There comes a time in one's life where you can't see past what's in front of you. Planning my future has always given me anxiety. I can't think too far ahead or I start to panic. looking up to the sky has been helping me lately. What am I doing lately? I'm working, I'm hula hooping. I'm not going to make this all about how hula hooping isn't just a child's toy (it's not), but I just wanted to share that it's an activity I do, along with yoga, that helps to calm my racing mind. I'm more focused on my movements and my body than I am the irrational thoughts plaguing me. I've been hooping less than a year, but I was asked to be featured at Duara Blog, a space for hoopers of color. It's something I was looking for when I initially started and didn't really find until DUARA. The feature is right here. This week, I'll be helping a fellow hooper create her promotional video. Sarahjo is an incredible flow artist and performer. Check out her page here! She's also the sweetest lady.

Life has definitely been throwing some curveballs to me and hooping and yoga have helped me to deal with those curveballs. So has looking up at the sky. It's so large and vast that my problems are so small.


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focus on the self

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Lately, I haven't been picking my camera up too much. I am focused on other things, like yoga, hula hooping, working, and just trying to keep my sanity. I don't really have much time for anything else. It makes me sad because I love photography and taking pictures so I've declared 2016 the year that I will focus again on the camera, focus on me. So in that, I will be working on self-portraits more this year. I've been having fun experimenting with setting, lighting. I can't wait to see where this takes me.


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phone and film fun

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I didn't want to update for the sake of just updating, yet here I am. I've actually had a few of these photos queued up for posting, but I didn't really have anything to say. I still don't have anything to say. Things are good. My cat is snoring right by me, Matt is reading next to me. I figured out how to waist hoop and did so for a while. I'm a little bit sore, but now that I've got that down, I can alternate hooping with yoga. Hooray fitness! I guess that's all that's new with me.


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The rest is film dating back to August
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photo an hour: where does time go?

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3PM

I knew I had an early day today. I decided I was going to try to do a photo an hour throughout the day. Suddenly, it was 3 o'clock and I hadn't snapped a single photo. Oops. I managed a some for the past few hours that I like. I haven't been picking up my camera much lately. I've been going ~yoga every damn day~ and also battling a case of seasonal blues. Lack of sunlight does me no good. On the bright side, my birthday is Monday and I gifted myself a new printer. My fall zine could be a physical copy, guys! (purchase the first volume here to receive the second free) I find that super exciting, albeit a little daunting. Okay, enough rambling. Here are the photographs:


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film diary: domestic space

Sorry for the lack of updates-I've been a busy woman. I just added a new section to my website called Domestic Space. I'd been toying around with the idea for my zine, but went a different direction. Now I can share all of the photographs of domestic spaces I have been hoarding. Here we go:


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film diary: the best camera


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...is the one that's with you. This phrase came about when Chase Jarvis, an American photographer, released his book of iPhone photographs. He also had an app called Best Camera. This is something that has slowly taken me time to learn and accept. If I don't have my DSLR with me, just my iPhone, I could become a bit sad because I'd rather have the ability to shoot RAW, but I will still take a picture. Recently, a few people have said to me,"I wish I were photography savvy" or "I need a better camera; I like to take pictures." No, no, no, people. You've got it all wrong!

Do you like to take photographs? Do you have a device or actual camera with which to take photographs? Then you've got the tools you need! When I was thirteen, I was bitten by the photography bug. For Christmas that year, I asked for a camera. I should have been more specific in that I wanted a digital camera, despite the fact that it definitely was not within our means to get that kind of gift just for me. I pasted a smile on my face that I got a camera, period. I also got the Bell Jar and Red Hot Chili Peppers cd. I was excited about the camera. I put the battery and film in and began shooting immediately, but also being cautious as to preserve the film. I took that camera to middle school, taking awkward flash photos of my eighth grade friends. I brought it along on a Mitchell Park Domes field trip, those same friends in botanical conservatories. Those photographs are so clear in my mind, it's as though they're in front of me right now. I would have to search many boxes for those specific pictures, but they do exist. Eighth grade graduation, us frozen in that weird adolescent transition from middle to high school. But underneath it all, I just wanted to take photographs. I had sketchbooks full of awful drawings, and although I got into abstract painting that year, I wanted to capture moments. Those years, I became an observer. Things changed even more significantly after read The Perks of Being a Wallflower. In becoming more observant, I was able to frame things with my minds eye, always itching to take photos. If I forgot my camera, I was so bummed. I carried extra double A batteries at all times, for fear that my now monstrous digital camera (2.3 MP!) would die at the worst moment!

These days, things are significantly different. Late to the smartphone game, only within the last three years have I had the tools to photograph with me at all times. I still carry my DSLR, but I do mostly shoot with my phone. Some people don't feel that's enough, but if you look at photographers like Amanda Jasnowski and Kevin Russ who have built careers with the very phones we carry with us each day, you can see that it's not the camera itself, but how one uses it. I have demonstrated to people how to adjust brightness and focus by simply touching the phones and they are amazed! It is all about how you choose to use the tools given to you. You can learn by practicing and exploring all the different settings and options available. Don't be afraid of using the camera on your phone. You'll be amazed by all of the things it can do. You can also search how to improve your phone photography, if you so choose. There are many great posts here and here that can show you how. So if you want to take pictures, just do it! Go out there, stay inside- all that matters is that you are fulfilling what you want to do and that feels great.

light trespass pt. 3

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one hundred seventeen through one hundred twenty-two

This is the last bit of photos from that outing a couple of weeks ago with Erin. I'll need to carve out some more time in order to do photowalks now that I'm working a lot. I'm loving my work a lot. I still have a lot of time to read and write. I need to make more time to photograph, as well as send out four rolls of film. Yeah, I have shot four rolls of film in a one month span. That's what I'm talking about. I'm working pretty hard in a lot of things. I can't wait to share more of my film work in my second e-zine (buy vol 1 here before vol. 2 is released in the fall and receive the second volume free). I also updated my ongoing MKE By Car project on my website. I've been lucky enough to be the passenger while driving and can take more long exposure shots.

light trespass pt. 2

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one hundred seven through one hundred sixteen

This is the second part in the series of photographs. It's actually better that it's broken up- there are a lot of photos. That means that there of course will be one more installment! I usually try to do things in threes. I'll wait until after the holiday to update again with the last installment. Everyone have a safe fourth!